OUCH

So, owkei.

I've been going all ga-ga telling myself and a few friends that I'm falling for this guy I see in my dreams - someone I call my own version of "Peter Pan".

I thought that this way, I could finally have someone (even if he's all imaginary or what) I actually dreamed for.
And that there would be no "kaagaw" or anything.
All mine.

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Totally my type.

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Ideal.

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Perfect.

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And I thought it won't hurt.

But then..

It actually does.

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Even if he's not real, it still hurts.

How?

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It hurts..

Just by knowing the mere fact that HE IS NOT REAL.
And that he would only exist in my dreams.

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Don't get me wrong!
I'm not posting this one and saying I'm giving up on my Peter Pan!

All I wanted to say is...

"HURRY UP ALREADY!! IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO BECOME REAL!"

P.S. I'm still not over with Chrono Cross
I miss the game so much!