Just Dreams

I had dreams... yeah. Those things you get when you're asleep.

Anyways, I am having "weird" but maybe not-so-weird dreams lately. XD
What makes it weird lng is they have a common theme - DESTRUCTION.

Some time last week, nagdamgo ko that there was this road construction somewhere in *name of place*. The workers did not know that hollow na diay ang ilawm sa road. Ang resulta, nabungkag ang dan. It all happened on a busy time of the day where daghan mangagi na mga sakyanan ug mga tao. Fortunately, wala nun ko kakita ug nai "victims". Na`trapik ra nuon kaau.

Another damgo is nakakita kog church (somewhere sa *name of place*) na nagunaw. But dili xa ang normal na gunaw. Ang church kai gilamun sa tubig. Again, same sa previous, walai "victims". Wala sad nun koi nakita lain tao didtu, except ako ug si *name of person*.
It happened at a hayag time of the day.

Nakadamgo pd ko na naai isa ka island ilamun pd sa tubig. Actually, wala pa nahitabo sa damgo. Nakibaw ra daw mi mao nai mahitabo so we decided to leave before it happens.

Asides from destruction na may be caused by nature, I also had a dream na naka`witness ko ug murder. Although wa nako naklaro kinsa, bsta kai kaila daw tu nako but dili ra nako close. Fiesta2 daw tu unya we were staying overnight sa isa ka`balai. I was just watching people pass by. Naa daw tui murag terrace2, den glass doors and windows ang naa sa amu room. Nai kurtina na tabon but maklaro ra daw nako ang gawas kai tungod sa kahayag ug ka`bibo didtu. And then nakatug ra daw ko sa couch na dapit didtu. Some time late at night, wherein nangatulog na daw akong mga kauban, nakamata daw ko and timing na mingaw na ang gawas. Mao tu nai krimen =)) Wa ra daw ko mulihok kai mahadlok ko makabantai tung murderer na naa ra ko didtu sa dapit sa terrace. XD

Ug katu lng suh. Hahaha.

Are these predictions??
Hmmmm...

Naaaah. I don't think so. (:

Actually, it's not only me who's having dreams with this kind of theme.
Maybe we're just getting a little anxious because of all that is happening with the world now.

So, yeah. Don't worry.
They're just dreams. ;)

Damgo 070713

NOTE: This is just to narrate what I dreamt last night *or morning?*. I always find it a habit to write down my dreams on my phone but then this one seems kinda long so I’ll just be posting this here.

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Gadamgo daw kog spy2x-thingy. The next thing I remembered was ni`mata daw ko. I was sleeping with boyfie *char*. Pero the weird part is, sa ARBEES bakeshop mi natulog. O.o Sa kanang murag bench daw nila. With unlan and habol pa ha!

Gipukaw daw daun naku si Vince (boyf) kai udto na daw hapit. Arun pd daw manghipos nas amung mga gamit kai daghan na daw customers mangabot. Kalit daw nangabot silang Nikki and Idsel kai mamalit ug pan. Hi-hello lng den lakaw na daw cla.

After a while, naabot sad akong ante ug mga ig`agaw. Perte daw sukoa sa akong ante kai nganu daw sa Arbees ko gipakatulog ni Vince. XD Musumbong daw xa kang mama. Mura daw nalain si Vince kai murag grabe xa g`look down ni ante. Mao tu niana xa uli na daw mi. Sa iyang kalain, wa xa kabantai nilakaw na xa ug una. Ug wa naku kakita niya ug di pa jud naku xa makontak kai iyang phone naa naku. XD

Galibog daw ko unsay sakyan kai wa daw jeep mu`agi didtu nga mu`drechu sa amua. It was weird because murag at the back of my mind, I was assuming IT PARK tu cya. Then niana daw kalit si Papa Joe “Ta, kuyog tag sakai”. Mao tu nanglakaw mi. OH! TIME OUT! Ug naglibog mu asa gikan si Papa Joe, wa pd ko kibaw. XD Nikalit ra xag tunga, and knowing how weird dreams can be, wa sad ko ka`question ug nanu nikalit xag abot ug aha xa gikan.

Moving on..

Papa Joe was bringing his bag nga katung dal`on niya pirme mag`gym. Paspas daw kaau xa nilakaw. Gasunod ra ku, gadala pd daw kog bag ug paper bag. Nanud daw mig abandoned building. Didtu mi niagi kai sa pikas side daw didtu, naa na didtu ang atanganan ug jeep. Sa kadaghang liko2 and stuffs, wa na ku kakita asa si Papa Joe. Hangtud sa nakagawas nakus building wherein kita kog dakong hawan unya daghan armed men, mga police, ug mga piniriso (naka`orange ug sanina).

Naa daw murag zipline pero live wire daw tu cya. And kung naa daw i`persecute nga convicts, ipa`zipline ra daw didtu arun makurentihan. Sige daw kog lihai2 sa mga wire ug sa mga sin (kanang atup!) arun d ko makurentihan. Sige daw kog tawag ni Papa Joe kai wa na jud ko kakita niya unya wa sad ko kibaw asa naku padung.

Nikalit ra kog kakuyawan kai what if restricted area diay tu cya unya ga`tago2 ra si Papa Joe ug agi didtu. Mao tung mubalik nlng unta kos agi. Pero nakit`an man kog isa ka`bantai. One of the armed men pero dili xa police. Mas mura xag terorista tan`awn.

Bantay: Hoi miss! Paghinay diha kai maigo kas mga wire! (tion sa pusil)
Ako: (kuyawan) Awh, gahinay bitaw ko kuya.
Bantay: (wana ko gitiunan ug pusil)
Ako: (haay salamat, murag ok ra diay muagi dri) Kanang kuya, asa diay ko pwede mugawas?
Bantay: Naa may bayad kung muagi ka dri dae.
Ako: Pila man?
Bantay: Naa kai Php500 diha?
Ako: (dakoa ui T_T) Kuya, Php70.00 na lang jud akong kwarta. Pwede Php50.00 lng ako ihatag?
Bantay # 2: Aw wala na ui!

Bsta murag naa daw koi dapat buhaton dri arun daw musugot cla na paagion ko. Unya kai di man jud ko kamao ug dili sad jd ko ka`dare. Mao tu perte daw nakung hangyo kai kaulion na jud daw kaau ko. Unya dili jud daw sila musugot. Taod2 ana, nai niabot nga babae nga edaran.

Babae: Paagia na lang na ninu ui! Di mu maluoi ana?
Ako: (niduol daun sa babae, nagpakaluoi) Te, pautanga ko please. Bayaran jud lagi na naku.
Bantay: Unya kung mangutang ka, kanus`a ka mubayad?
Ako: Mubayad ko igsweldo te.. Pramis!! Gae lng kog number nimu, tagaan pd taka sa akoa.
Bantay # 2: (naluoi) Paagia nlng na ui.
Babae: (nihatag sa iyahang bayad unya nihatag ug Php50 sa bantay para naku) Ou dara ha, paagia naming duha.
Bantay: Cge kaw lakaw na mu.

Lipaya kuno kaau naku kai makaagi na jud tawn ko! Unya naa pa jud koi plete para pauli. XD

Sa kilid kuno mi nangagi, perte namung hupo2x arun d mi maigo sa wire. Ang babae na pd akong kuyog. Sa ganiha edaran tu cya, karun kai murag ka`edad nami. Naabot daw mig murag rooftop. Galibog jud ko unsaon pag`naog. Kita kos babae nilayat daw xa unya nikapyot sa parel unya ninaog daun paubos. Ako daw gisunod ya gbuhat.

HOORAY! Kagawas na jud tawn mi!
Pero naa na pd mis lugar na perte kamingaw! Wai jeep mangagi!!

Pero daghan daw tao pero ga`lagyo2. Murag ga`isa2x ra tanan and mga hinay kuno kaau manglakaw. Murag wai mga kaon. Isa ra jud akong nabantayan nga naay energy! Sige pamara ug mga private na sakyanan kai maki`hitch. Naka`red shirt with blue sleeves and naka`earphones. Mao daun tu nakaila kuno ko. Si Jan Machacon daw tu!

Lipaya kuno kaau naku kai nakakita na pd kog familiar face!
Ako jud xa gicge ug tawag pero d xa kadungog kai naka`earphones man. Hangtud sa ako nlng jud xang gidagan ug duol! Niana daw ko “HOI JAAAAAAAN!!!”

Mao tu nakakita na daw si Jan naku. Gitangtang niya ang iyang earphones.

Ako: JAN! Pautanga kog Php50.00 bi!! Ako ibayad niya (pointing to girl nga nisunod ra pd diay naku ug dagan) Iya jd ko gitabangan ganiha.
Jan: Huh? (with kanang iyang face na murag HUH sad hahaha pasaka kilai.. tan`aw daw daun xa sa girl na akong kuyog then back to me) Ya, chikas lagi na!
Ako: Amaw! Sige na ba.
Jan: (turning to girl *which by this time I will be assuming nga si wink wink ni ;) *) Hi, miga. Pwede makig`ila`ila?

AND POOF!

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Was it a SIGN?

I want to post what I dreamt last night.
Though it may not be in "FULL" detail since I really just can't disclose of the names and some other information.


So owkei.

I've dreamt of my so-called "FL".

It was a BIG DAY for him.

Well.. not just for him.
It was a big day for everyone else.

I waited.

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..waited..

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..even if I know he's not coming to see me.


And then, he showed up.
He saw me.
And then came near me.


I smiled. He smiled back.
We were both smiling. XD

We talked for a VERY SHORT while.

And then I stood up and began to walk away.
He was kind of surprised.
It was rather impolite, I guess.

But then, after taking just a couple of steps, I turned back, smiled and said, "Well, bye for now. I know she's waiting."
And he smiled, saying, "Yeah."

So I walked away.
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..and did not ever, even for a second, looked back.








Was this a sign? (:

OUCH

So, owkei.

I've been going all ga-ga telling myself and a few friends that I'm falling for this guy I see in my dreams - someone I call my own version of "Peter Pan".

I thought that this way, I could finally have someone (even if he's all imaginary or what) I actually dreamed for.
And that there would be no "kaagaw" or anything.
All mine.

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Totally my type.

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Ideal.

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Perfect.

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And I thought it won't hurt.

But then..

It actually does.

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Even if he's not real, it still hurts.

How?

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It hurts..

Just by knowing the mere fact that HE IS NOT REAL.
And that he would only exist in my dreams.

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Don't get me wrong!
I'm not posting this one and saying I'm giving up on my Peter Pan!

All I wanted to say is...

"HURRY UP ALREADY!! IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO BECOME REAL!"

P.S. I'm still not over with Chrono Cross
I miss the game so much!

In My Dreams

Last night, I, again, dreamt of something wonderful.

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It is in my dreams that I could bring you to life...
that I could make you a "reality".
that I could call you "mine".

But amf!

Even in dreams, there's this so-called asungot!

Anyways, I am going to finish these amfin` things that needs to be done.
So that I could sleep and "dream" again.

`cause in my dreams, there is "you".

FIGHT`OH!