Irit

Nakakairita.

Akala mo kung sino ka nang magaling.

Tingin mo siguro perpekto ka na.

Konting pagkakamali ng iba, pinapalaki mo.
Pinagkakalat pa!

At alam mo kung ano pang pinaka`kinaiinisan ko sayo?

Yung akala mong kilalang kilala mo na ako.

Iniisip mo pa na katulad ako ng iba.

Na mahilig sa ganito, sa ganyan.

Kung pagsabihan mo ako, para kang kung sino.

HOI!

Baka nalimutan mo ang lugar mo.

Hindi kita ka`ano`ano.

Kung may problema ka, wag mo akong idamay.

Kung may problema ka naman sa akin, wala akong pakialam.

Kaya utang na loob, wag mo na rin akong pakialaman.

Alam mo kung ano ka?

Nakakairita.

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry for overthinking.

But this feeling…
This is very familiar.

This was something I fear of feeling again.

That feeling when I thought I am almost there…
But then it’s gone.

Lost in an instant.

Forever.

I don’t know.

I just wanna cry right now.

But the tears just won’t come.

Maybe they’re scared, too.

Scared to fall, unsure if there’s someone who will catch them.

I’m sad. Confused. Lonely.

Did I bother you that much? Am I a nuisance now?

I don’t know.

I’m sorry.

I guess I am just overthinking.

CP Story

I got this from AJ’s (DS) DAILY STATUS.
I might as well try this since I’m bored anyways. XD
1. Grab Your Phone. Hmn.. I chose the C200.. XD
2. What is the 3rd picture in your phone? This one >> http://a3.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/226614_1859425019636_3819268_n.jpg
3. What’s your ringtone? For default contacts: Na na na by MCR
For some “special” contacts: Move Like Jagger by Maroon 5
4. Who’s the 1st person that comes up under N? (no matches)
5. Who’s the last person you called? Ang naka`register kai si secret hahaha.. but last gitawagan kai si Tina.
6. Who was your last missed call from? Kiray ang naka`register ngari.
7. Who’s the 1st person who comes up under C? (no matches) hahaha
8. Who’s your speed dial number 2? I don’t use that.
9. What does 3rd text in your inbox say? Taisa ha. Naka`conversation man gud ni. nyahaha.
“8 to 9 pa dw mo out”
10. Who was your last received call from? Herard.
11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say? “c honey?”
12. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
 131 messages
13. What is the wallpaper? This >> http://a3.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/388890_2374222409249_1661246513_2283294_144787526_n.jpg
14. Who’s speed dial number 1? wa man ko ana. XD
15. Who is the 15th message in your inbox from? Shane.
16. Who’s the 1st person who comes up under B? (no matches) wahahahahah
17. How many bars of signal do you currently have? 3 out of 4
18. What network are you on? SUN
19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox. Tina, Mah, Jason, Brendo, myself XD, Jepai, Madear, Shane, Mokie, Andik
20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say? Joke mani. Kapoie type.
21. Who is the first person in your contacts? Aa Madear
22. Who is the last name in your contacts? Yanie
23. What does the last text in your inbox say?
 “Ok ingat lang”
24. What is your screensaver? wla ko ana. XD
25. What is your balance? secret. XD
26. Who’s the last person under H? (no matches)
27. What is your bluetooth name? ayisharu
28. How many numbers are in your phone? idk.
29. Could you live without it? could but would not. XD

Sagot.

Kagabi, ang rami kong tanong.

Kanina, sinabi ko sa sarili ko aalamin ko na ang sagot.
Itatanong ko na.

Nang biglang…

At hayan. =__=

Nakuha ko na ang sagot.

First time ko rin tu narinig na plinay sa office. Coincidence? XD
Oh sadya talaga ng tadhana?

Tanong.

Sino ka nga ba?
Ano ka ba?
Bakit ka nga ba narito?
Taga-saan ka nga uli?
Paano nagkaganito?

Mga tanong na walang sagot.
Kung meron naman, hindi rin ako sigurado kung magugustohan ko.
Pero mas mabuti nang maaga pa ay malaman na.

Paano nga ba nagkaganito?
Saan ba ang lugar ko?
Bakit ako narito?
Ano ba ako?
Sino nga ba ako?

 

wa ko ksabot. XD
wahaha.