I believED.

I believed in you.

Even if it did hurt me,
I believed in you.

Even if everything seems to be so wrong,
I believed in you.

Even if I have to forsake my own happiness,
I believed in you.

Even if it kills me inside,
I believed in you.

Even if it means I have to forget everything,
I believed in you.

Even if it is unacceptable in the eyes of many,
I believed in you.

Even if they told me not to,
I believed in you.

Yes.

I believed.

I believed all those lies.
I believed all your pretensions.
I believed all the fake smiles and cries.
I believed all the nice and not-so-nice gestures.
I believed all the stories.

Even if I know they’re UNBELIEVABLE,
I still believed.

Now, you’ve ruined it.
You’ve wasted your amfin’ effort.

How?

NAGPASAKOP MAN KA!

You should’ve been honest in the first place.

Madawat mana bah.

Now, everything came back to me.
I have recalled everything.
I still remember it all.
Everything.. everything that happened.
Every word that came out of your mouth.
What, where and when you uttered those.

Silly me for believing.
And sillier you kai imung g`buking imung self.

Maybe that’s what happens if you’re not such a good liar, eh?

And I am not that good in choosing who and what to believe.

*Sigh*

I believed.

.. well, NOT ANYMORE.