Passed ^^

For three days I spent in this other school, the results would be shown on the fourth day : the actual CERTIFICATION EXAM DAY.

I was a little bit anxious *and pressured*.

I asked everyone to please pray for us.

I may always have this concept "Come what may." but this time I actually REALLY WANTED TO PASS.

Our names (and in what room and schedule we would take the exam) were presented on the third day. I looked for our names and VOILA! I found "our" names (those from our school)! I was so happy and said "Weeeh! We're going to take the exam together! "

And then suddenly, one of us said, "You're name's on the other 'table'."

I looked at it again and true enough! My name is posted on the "OTHER TABLE".

Amfufu~

But then again, I have no choice, it's their decision! xD

I went there early since I would be WITH NO companion.

I sat on the seats outside the laboratory and reviewed for a while. A girl sat next to me and said she's not ready for the exam and she feels as if this kind of thing is really not for her. I just said "GOD BLESS." (:

And then a few minutes, we entered the lab.

I was the first person to have the test activated *since it was in alphabetical order and my family name starts with 'A'".

I find it actually HARD. And so I have to rely on LUCK and God's guidance.

And then I was thinking "Crap! I think I'll fail this exam ):"

But then a voice said, "NO! YOU HAVE TO DO YOUR BEST! OR THE THREE DAYS REVIEW WOULD BE IN VAIN."

I agreed with the voice and said, "YES! GAMBATTE, AYA!"

Three more minutes left.

I decided to click the "End Test" button and.....

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I actually got 81.25%!

*Note that the passing rate is 59%.*

WOOHOO!!

I am very very happy! :D

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And then here's some ka`churvahans that I got the highest mark among everyone who took the exam. I don't want to expect or rely much on that, though.

I am just happy that I was able to pass the exam! ^^

Horraay!

Study, Review, For..?

Tomorrow's the DAY~

Need to study! Need to review!

Review Review Review Review

Yes, you may say, "I thought AYA is not at all interested about this."

True, maybe, but not quite.

I mean, HALLER!?!?! This is a BIG OPPORTUNITY for me.

Well, actually, I asked myself..

"Do I have to do this?"

And then I found the answer. (:

It is not for the pride of the school.
It is not for the teachers.
It is not for my friends.
And I can't say it's totally for me.

If you've got time, let me tell you my story. (:

It was my HS graduation.
After receiving my diploma and taking a few pictures, we went out to eat. When we were on our way to somewhere else, I said to my mom, "On my next graduation, I'll make you come on stage."

Well, the point is, I want my mom to be proud.

I may have exaggerated a bit too much by that statement, but I was just like telling her I'll do my best on college.

Yes, I've done some small things I think could make her proud of me.

And I believe this one would also do. (:

And this is also for my dad, who's been a very good provider.

So why am I sharing this?

Let's just say, *to put it up shortly* THIS IS FOR THEM. (:

I'll leave you for later

Day 2.

Stressful. @__@

But it's actually kind of fun.

I mean, learning new things and stuff.

And when I opened my ever dearest lappie *still haven't thought of a name to call it*, something suddenly came into my mind. It's like, it's calling me or something.

It's saying...

"AYA! It's already Wednesday! I don't want you to miss this!"

And then I said, "Shucks! I almost forgot!! O_O"

I hurriedly opened it and then another voice called my attention.

"AYA, I'd only be with you till Friday."

And so I closed the first voice and said, "Sorry, FAIRY TAIL, but I think you could wait."

So for now, NO FAIRY TAIL. (:

*whispers*

"On Friday night, owkei?"

Just Realized

I just realized a while ago HOW WONDERFUL MY SCHOOL IS!

I mean, seriously!

I spent the whole day at the "other campus" and I don't have that "WOW-it's-so-nice-here" expression at all!

In fact, I was like "I-wanna-go-home-now".

Plus! The fact that I was the only one wearing uniform. Shucks.

Anyways, let me keep this short!

When we asked some students there where their comfort room is, they were not sure what to answer. They are like "Uhm. I think there's one over there, *turns to friend* right?" And when I reached their comfort room, I was like !!

You got the idea.

*And I think I've got this fetish on comfort rooms*

So there ya go!

I MISS MY SCHOOL!

Another week of…?

First week of classes this year was total BADTRIPness~

Everything that happened – starting from Monday until Saturday – only adds up negative thoughts.

As in!

Everything! JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING has a NEGATIVE APPROACH on me.

I hoped for a much better week for the next.

It was not a week of badtripness, but it’s so TOXIC!

Got lots to do, lots of deadlines to meet! ugh! Can’t breath!
Can’t even decide what to do first in order to finish all that needs to be done! @__@

This week, I wished for one thing – SPEND A DAY WITHOUT HAVING TO WORRY OR THINK ABOUT ANYTHING.

I just want to sleep.

Third week, Brake.. And here we go again. Yes, I’ve got some air. I’ve got some sleep.

But just right after having a few of it, the BUSYness comes again!";})();ButtonMouseDown(this);'>

Oh noes! D:

It’s slowly depriving me of my sleep again!

And then BRAKE. :D

This week would be the fourth. And I don’t know if I would be happy about it or not.

I am freed *or ‘excused’ would be the proper term* from some of my classes because I need to go to the other school branch for a review.

Well, I AM NOT FREE AT ALL if that’s the case. (-.-")

I have to study and make some reviews ON SOME OTHER SCHOOL.

That would mean I won’t be seeing my friends till Friday! D:

I prefer being busy WITH THEM >_<

But this is a pretty BIG OPPORTUNITY for me *and my so-called future career* so I have to do well. I need to survive!

Lol!

Anyways, I don’t know yet what to call this week @__@

Let’s wait till it ends.

Frustrated >.<

I am so disappointed with you. And I used to brag about you to my friends.
They don’t know you, or even got the slightest idea about you, still I introduced you to them and convinced them to like you. I so loved you! A day is never complete without you.

I trusted you! Trusted you more than any other.
But you disappointed me.

You promised to keep what we had. But I found out, they’re gone – GONE!!

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Don’t worry. I won’t give you up… yet.

I still love you – I don’t know, though, if I’ll always do.
But I don't know if I can trust you the way I trusted you before. ):

Now, I have to find another who could replace you.

Amf you, MULTIPLY!! >.<

You just lost some of my ever-memorable pics with your relocation-churva job!! >__<

Amf amf amf!

But I love you, still!

But you’ve got to RECOVER MY PICS OR I’LL LOOK FOR A MORE RELIABLE SERVICE. (And hope I could find one!)

About

This is a more personal blog if compared with my other blog – time waits for no one...

Well, maybe not that personal, though.

This is where random thoughts or the so-called “KACHURVAHAN” (rants, raves, etc.) would go, most are usually are of no sense. XD
But maybe these might actually put some sense on you. XD

I even make up some of the words here, so don't get surprised.

Anyway, posts may also just be about me and my life!

Not interested? Who cares? xD

Kidding!

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But, seriously!

This just might as well serve as memories’ keepsake, where I could read stuffs to reminisce. And by then nostalgia would just hit me again and again! XD

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This is “mga Kachurvahan ni AYA.”

God bless you. (: